The "What do I write syndrome?" has got me again. Just my second entry and here I am scratching my head, racking my brains, thinking of something worthwhile to write about. It wasn't this way earlier. I used to be one of the top writers in our school. But then ever since I joined engineering, things have changed. The last four years have drained me of all my creativity, inspiration, fluency and literary knowledge. Now all that I have is bookish knowledge of Electronics. I know how an amplifier works on paper but show me an amplifier and I can't make a god damn difference between an amplifier circuit and that of a door-bell. Thats what kind of an engineer I am, infact most of the freshers of my college are no better. Maybe there are others like me too.
But I just love working with the computer. I love to design. Infact designed a site for myself http:\\shubzone.8m.com. It turned out pretty good. And I love to program. I wish I get into a good college to do my post graduation in Computer Science. But thats a dream.
My main reason of starting this blog is to get back on track. Hopefully things will be like the earlier days. I have heard about mid-life crisis. But what I am going through is pre-life crisis. I am just 22, haven't done anything worthwhile yet and I am already asking myself about my significance in this world. Unfortunately I have no answer.
Man! I have become an absolute bore! I should probably get laid. That ought to brighten things up. But hey!! I live in India. So the chances of me getting laid is as bright as Osama and Bush getting hitched. Don't wanna go to a hooker coz that ain't fun.
Ideas! Ideas! I need ideas.